殺 意 s e n e c a
"You will watch yourself dismantle every assurance you ever lived by. You will stand aside as a great complexity intrudes, tearing apart all of your carefully conceived denials. And then - for better or worse - you'll turn to face the thing you most dread: what is now, what will be, and what has always come before...The monster you truly are, buried in the nameless black of a name."
⸻ is your blood authentic, can you prove it to me?
something is again approaching / never ceasing to scratch
watching, waiting to initiate / this violent and inevitable confrontation
◍ out of character ◍
crow / 36 / he|him / EST
⸻ i : about
Hello! I'm Crow. I'm an old hand at role playing, ranging from the bygone days of forum spaces to current MMOs and tabletop adventures. I like things that go bump in the night, villains, vulture culture and gratuitous OC playlists.I'm thirty-six, married and I have a lot of other responsibilities beyond the internet. I might go missing from time to time. Please don't take it personally. Absence is never an indicator of my interest.I'm always DM friendly and I do a lot of writing on Discord because of my limited in-game availability. You're more than welcome to drop me a message there as crowbait.
⸻ ii : preferences
I am a long-form writer and prefer slow-burning continuities that tell a character-driven story. While not opposed to candid banter or "tavern RP" between characters, I generally like there to be an underlying sense of purpose to OC interactions. I'm always down to brain storm ways to bring characters together in meaningful and interesting ways!I adhere to a semi-strict sense of realism in my writing that's respectful of the dangers & consequences of character choices. This means observing law and order, appropriate social conduct and general common sense in both private and public; ie: don't commit crimes in broad daylight, expect consequences for being a creep in private, etc.
⸻ iii : will do
moon sharing
⤷ I do crime. I strongly recommend you do, too, for the full Seneca experience.mature themes
⤷ As a rule, this is all-inclusive. Violence, drug use, sexual content, abuse and other nuanced dark topics are not things that I shy away from in my writing. Consent and communication are key, both of which I ask for in abundance to ensure no one is left feeling either of two extremes: censored or uncomfortable. I only seek adult writing partners and expect them to be able to broach these discussions out of character as needed.horror & gore
⤷ There's a lot of it. Seneca suffers from voidsent possession and a very unstable psyche. He kills people for a living. Things are bound to get grotesque. I'm always down to dig into gruesome scenes and encourage my writing partners not to be afraid to get a little disgusting."bad ending" scenarios
⤷ Whether your Garlean is need of comeuppance or you're the victim of a good old fashioned bounty hunt, I'm willing to write the villain for your character's nightmare or imagined bad-end as a one-shot scene. This should be heavily discussed out of character before proceeding.reasonable lore bending
⤷ FFXIV plays fast and loose with its lore, and so I'm not a big stickler for making sure we're following a hard set of rules. I trust my writing partners to create responsibly and within reason, as I'd hope they trust me not to overplay my own character's power or themes. So long as creativity is happening with respect to scale, I'm down for basically whatever.dice-rolling and/or freeform combat
⤷ If you have a preference, let me know. Otherwise, I'm partial toward freeform decision making in most situations. I find it supports the narrative in a way that allows characters their expertise, while leaving the gambles for when ambiguity feels appropriate.
⸻ iv : won't do
minors
⤷ I am an adult who likes to spend time with other adults. I do not engage with minors.shipping & erp
⤷ While Seneca's nature can be flirty and outright indecent at times, these behaviors exist for entertainment value only. His heart is spoken for, and this is immutable. I am not interested in shipping, romance or erotic scenes. Hard stop.main character syndrome & god-moding
⤷ I don't vibe with overpowered characters. While I enjoy unique and imaginative abilities, I prefer when these strengths come with equivalent weaknesses. I'm just not interested in characters who are omniscient, untouchable or ten witty one liners in a trench coat.ic to ooc blur
⤷ I am not Seneca. It should be that simple. The decisions, questionable or otherwise, that are made in-character do not represent my own personal opinions, attractions or morality. Please endeavor to keep these things separate.hateful content & chat
⤷ Don't be a dick.pearl clutching
⤷ Pearl clutching is an "exaggerated protest or outrage; a reaction that is more shocked than is actually felt". Please don't do this around me. I'm not a fan of uproarious responses to things that could be better resolved in calm one-on-one discussions. If the themes of my writing aren't for you, that's okay! Simply don't engage.poor communication
⤷ In general I think it's good practice to overcommunicate rather than under. I put a fair amount of effort into my writing, the projects I collaborate on and the way I conduct myself with others online. I expect the same courtesy and investment in return.
◍ about ◍
i watched a change in you // it's like you never had wings // now you feel so alive
⸻ introduction :
name. | Seneca (Given), Ganzorig (Birth) | alias. | The Incubus |
age. | 28 years | nameday. | 08/01 |
gender. | Male (He/Him) | zodiac. | ♌︎ | ♉︎ | ♏︎ |
origin. | Azim Steppe, Dotharl Tribe | sexuality. | Pansexual |
home. | Transient | romance. | Vengeance |
occupation. | Bounty Hunter | voice. | Darcia (Wolf's Rain) |
scent. | Iron, tobacco flower, vanilla & oud | playlist. | {thematic} | {ipod} | {♥} |
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there is a poem scratched onto the walls of my throat
no one has heard it / but it is there
⸻ appearance
HEIGHT | 236 cm | 7'8" |
WEIGHT | 160 kg | 354 lbs |
HAIR | Black. Styled in an undercut. When loose, it reaches his mid-back -- but is often secured into a ponytail or bun. |
EYES | Vivid red |
SKIN | Marble gray, unblemished |
BODY | Cool to the touch, he has the honed physique of a dancer; svelte and athletic if not a bit long-limbed. The scales on his tail will bristle expressively. |
FEATURES | A sharply sculpted face with a straight, pointed nose and lips just slightly too wide. His slender jawline and full lashes lend an element of androgyny to his appearance, accentuated by meticulous grooming and dark cosmetics. |
OTHER | ¹/ A hypertuning device has been embedded along the length of his spine, an off-white Allagan metal stacked like the vertebrae hidden beneath. ²/ An old "beheading" scar cracks through the scales of his throat, encircling his neck. |
⸻ personality
MBTI | ESTP-T |
ALIGNMENT | Chaotic Neutral |
TEMPERAMENT | Choleric |
DEMEANOR | Composed, smug, observant, deliberate, dangerous, serious |
VIRTUES | Indulgent, violent, confident, fiercely loyal, courageous, physically disciplined, hedonistic, capricious |
VICES | Narcissistic, impulsive, gruesome, self-destructive, unstable, prone to fixations, dramatic, stubborn |
LIKES | Combat, physical activities, competition, grooming, long baths, cats, red wine, sculpting, live music, scary stories, high fashion, luxuries, warm weather, naps |
DISLIKES | Garleans, medical facilities, matanga, drunks, pandering, snow, waking abruptly, sweets, theater, chocobos, public spectacle |
FEARS | Rushing water |
⸻ Abilities
AETHERHOUND . | SYMBIOSIS . | ECHO OF DIABOLOS . | OVERCLOCK . |
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Seneca is able to identify other beings by their aether, which typically presents to him as unique scents or physical sensations. He is able to use this ability to track the targets he hunts, especially if blood has been spilled. While extremely limited, he can rely on this sense to guide him in obscured areas. | Aether thickly corrupted with void, Seneca requires a regular supply of aether from outside sources to sustain himself and his avatar. Typically, he accomplishes this by draining the blood of his victims. His own blood is too foul for consumption; a potent hallucinogenic that has its own potential as a weapon. | Seneca's avatar can remotely inflict nightmarish visions upon others with sustained eye contact. Onset of the effect has a hypnotic appeal; a lure leading to a vicious hook of visual and audio delusions. Force of will may negate the effect, or any act that breaks his stare. | The hypertuning device stitching Seneca and his avatar together can be activated to increase his strength, speed and endurance to a frightening state. Doing so, however, is extremely dangerous and poses great risk to his health, leaving it a last resort rarely acted upon. |
◍ hooks ◍
i am quiet // blood is drying beneath my nails // i do not know which me it belongs to
⸻ positive hooks
Engineers: Seneca's hypertuned anatomy is well-beyond the realm of his understanding. The unique amalgam of Garlean magitek and repurposed Allagan technology is in constant need of upkeep and repair, and interfaces too intricately with his own nerves to trust to an amateur's blundering. He's often willing to pay handsomely for someone with deft hands.
Thaumaturges: Those familiar with black magic or voidsent communion may take note of Seneca's unique aether even at first glance, a messy form of possession that has unpleasantly tangled his aether with that of his avatar's. Curiosity may encourage conversation or contempt, and careful coaxing may find him accepting help (begrudgingly) from those boasting experience and skill in the dark arts.
Refugees: While the notion of being a hero chafes against Seneca's self-image, he often extends a helping hand to war refugees -- especially those looking for vengeance. He will eagerly loan his strength to those with a vendetta who may otherwise be unable to pursue revenge.
Hunters: Seneca frequently lurks around hunt boards, waiting for promising leads to draw his attention. He may be well-known by his face or his cruel reputation as a slayer of men, or sought out for collaborative efforts against both beast and human targets.
⸻ negative hooks
Garleans: Endlessly at odds with the Empire and her people, Seneca considers the majority of native Garleans guilty by association for their country's heinous crimes. He actively seeks reasons to terrorize the pure-blooded of their ilk and will jump at the opportunity to harm one.
Blind Vengeance: Seneca has devoted himself to revenge against those who have twisted him into the monster he is today. His unyielding pursuit has the potential to leave scorched earth in his wake, bitterness bred in those who have been indirectly affected by his violence; witnesses, surviving family and those unlucky enough to find themselves in his path.
Traffickers: Seneca is particularly unfond of kidnappers and traffickers, especially those that prey upon the weak or children. Those heavily involved in the black market trade of people or their parts will find his mercy incredibly lacking, and he will often take jobs that involve dispatching them for little to no cost.
"The Incubus": A moniker for the murderer responsible for a slew of brutal killings in Eorzea. The bodies – all of Garlean heritage – are found mutilated in a multitude of methods, but share one distinct trait: skin pulled gaunt by an unnatural withering, their aether run dry. It would take someone especially bold (or stupid) to confront Seneca as the elusive aether hound. [High Risk]